Every Mile Counts

When it comes to weekend i always feel bored. Spending my weekend with my computer is the worst part even though i have him by my side. I always think if i am at Kuching, i still have my brother, father, mum and fiffy for the weekends. There are always no ending at home with so much entertainment around.

I know im always whining about how good if i am back at Kuching. But i always ask if this is all worth it and is this what i really want? Am i happy here? I really don't know. I can never give myself a certain answer. I don't dare to take the risk. I know nothing except being just a daughter, sister and girlfriend. I really feel tense when i do not know what i want from myself. I really want to do what i feel and think. I don't know what's holding me back! I really don't know!

I wish i can see the path that i want to take soon. I feel like im just wasting my time bumping around. I really hope God will be able to lead me to the right path.

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