06 October 2008

in another 5 hours time i will be departing Kuching and don't know when i'll be back again. suddenly i feel like staying put in Kuching to work so that i can be close with my friends and family. i have a mix feeling now. i don't know if i will be that strong like i was when i leave KW behind 3 weeks ago. i did controlled my sadness well that i don't really cry much.

but this time seems different. because im feel belonged and love when im back home. that's why i never wanted to leave Brisbane back here at the first place if its not for my student visa. now i hate this feelings. i doubt that there's many people like me whose always emotional when they have been travelling to and from so many times. for me, everytime before i leave here i will always cry when i leave my family.

no matter what i must be strong and study when i have the opportunity. the only thing i can do now is not to let my parents down.

i'll blog again when im back in Brissie!

-end-

2 Comments:

  1. Jarod Yong said...
    Do your best girl!
    Keep your love for home strong but do not let it distract you from your priorities & finishing your studies!
    =)
    -sHeiLa- said...
    thank you for the encouragement. im really really homesick this time i guess.

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