Every Mile Counts

i used to work in a kebab shop and i was kinda of close to one of the girl from China. we can talk practically about anything when we were at work.

but tonight i found out from our friend that she has been saying bad things about me since the day i started working. i was really surprise because all this while i have been treating like a real friend. she told our friend that i am rude and did not know how to respect her.

ok, to clarify things up she's just 5 years older than me. i know sometimes i am a bit straight but i never would have thought that she would be that mean to say my bad behind my back. so what if she's 5 years older than me? if i always think that she's 5 years older than me and always need to be careful with what i talk i don't think i have much topic to talk to her.

i know she's someone whose judgemental but i never even care because i always see her as a friend not a hi bye friend. i really can't believe that when our friend told me that she just treated me as a hi-bye friend. then why would she even bother to ask me out for dinner or something? why would she even care when my visa got refused?

i really don't have many friends here in Aussie and i guess its really hard to find a true friend here. but then there are always friend who would be here for me right Zel? hehe...

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