06 August 2008
at the age of 23, i make no achievements or any proud moments for myself and my parents except the day i graduated and got my degree. reflecting back to my teenage time, i was emotional, playful, someone who always disobey her parents wishes and thoughts. i never think if my parents were hurt by me.
i depend on my parents a lot even now i still am, just a bit better only. i can't see myself alone without my love ones around me. i don't think i will never be able to accept the fact that one day my grandma, parents, Janice, Edgar and KW just suddenly leave me like that. i think i will entirely collapse because i am a person who needs assurance and secure from them.
OK I'm thinking too much and also worrying too much.
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Janice: love u lots too!!!
I'm sure you've had many achievements that many other people would be proud to have.
Only you dont think that it is great enough to justify your admiration.
Well, I've got good news for you!
Life is never about the past!
A bankrupt now doesnt mean bankrupt forever!
Look for something you would like to achieve & work towards it!
Suffer for it!
Be determined!
And, in the end, enjoy the fruits of your labour!
People?
You can always make new friends...
But you need to find those with common ground...
Think about the activities that you like to do...
Join a club for it...
Then, step out to make new friends!
What you give is what you get in return...
Doesnt matter if you dont find ppl you click with in the first year...
This situation only prepares you to truly appreciate the person when you actually find him/her!