26 February 2007
this is the 2nd day since i came back from Kuching. it feels so lonely and sad to be back from Kuching. it's not like the first time when i came to Brisbane with the feel of curiousity. maybe i've already know how Brisbane look like and it really makes me feel lonely.
everything seems to be strange when i arrived at the Brisbane airport because this isn't where i belong so felt being left out. i miss the time when i'm with my friends and family. this time i don't miss Kuching's food but the time i spent with my family and friends. it's like stamped on to my brain the time i had with all of them. felt the love around when im with them. sigh... people usually don't feel anything until they are somewhere else.
but luckily uni stuff kept me busy. went to uni and paid my fees. it's like freaking expensive when i saw the exchange rate (im paying through credit card). guess i must do well for my subjects in order not to let my parents down. but i really want to thank them for giving me such an opportunity as i learn how to be independent and being more matured. (this is only my thought so i don't expect anyone to agree with me. )
im now obsess with Sudoku. really had fun playing with numbers plus i get my brain to work. haha... it's FUN!
