Every Mile Counts

why am i not feeling happy after exam? OMG! why am i like that after only a few hours of finishing my last paper. im now so free til don't know what should be done. exam was bad today cos i couldn't finish as the multiple choices are so damn hard and i spent quite a lot of time there. guess i couldn't allocate the time myself. but i can say that this semester stuff didn't go too well for me. time just passes by like that i felt that i didn't get to achieve much stuff except for working and going to classes.

it's always after exam when i start to ask myself: 'Sheila, why didn't you study harder when you've got the time to play?' i myself also can't seems to answer myself. guess the only thing that i can say to myself is being lazy. i just hope that i can get rid of the laziness before next semester starts.

i'm now starting to worry about my results. WTH!!! STOP Sheila! STOP threatening yourself! but i guess i cannot stand without thinking about it because in 13 days time i'll be getting the result. why on earth do they want to have the result out so early? it's making me headache(head spinning). it's all to blame myself that i didn't study hard enough.

luckily i'll start working tomorrow and i can't wait for it. time just passes by in a glimpse and i haven't been to work for almost 3 weeks. can't wait to make coffees, frappes, taking orders and most of all meeting customers.